PuT a LiTtlE bIt Of LovE iN YouR EvErYdaY LiFe

Have u ever wonder who you miss the most when u are sad or feeling down? For once again, my heart been touched by God...i know God will always be there for me whenever im feeling down of something. Obstacles keep coming and sometimes forced us to move backward...no matter how, we still need to thrust ourselves further to the front with all the strengths in our heart. I dreamed about my dad again this morning. I know my dad will always be there, deep in my heart, whenever i need to be pampered. I feel very touched and almost cry when i woke up. He had taught me a lot of principles of life since i was young. Whenever im feeling down or lose my confidence, he will appear in my dream to get me out from stepping into the wrong side of road. In my dream this morning, i dreamed about the past during my taekwondo training. Tell u guys this, my dad is the supporter for me to join taekwondo. He is the one who always be there during my training and only from there, i can succeed and stepped further. Well, have u guys ever put even a but of love to someone around u everyday especially your family. Sometimes no matter how they scold us for the mistakes that we did, it shows their cares to us. So, to my friends out there, appreciate every single person in your life from now on. Even the friends beside us, show ur care no matter how they treat u as long tat u have ur best part. Remember the God's word: Love is the only way to lighten up ur life. Im telling u guys all this coz i wan to share wat i've been going through since i was young. So just come down from the fences and open the gate of your heart from now on...

TrOuBLeSome RaiN....

This morning 7.30am had to wake up so early to attend the 9am Atomic Structure class..i felt lazy and yet sleepy to wake up. Then stared out from the window and looked at the heavy rain tat keep pouring down. Then i went to the washroom and took a hot shower which refresh me a lot...hmm...hot shower for the cold rainy day...how nice was tat. Then get prepared everything before going out and I smsed Sok Hwa them to wait me at Block A to take taxi together. Guess wat...the rain become heavier and we could not manage to even get a taxi. The funny part was that Sok Hwa was like playing with water. LOl...her whole legs stepped in the small spot of drain and it was like she was washing her legs. Haha...me and Xiao Zhen were laughing at her and straight away she complained tat she dun wan to attend the class dy. However, three of us still continue our way to school. At last, we just walked out to the nearby bus stop and took a public bus..haiz...so "soi" coz not even a taxi we could get. All of us were wet like after shower. After reached school at about 9.30am, we planned not to attend the class anymore coz we had late for half an hour and somemore we were wet and not comfortable. Then we just went to the washroom and cleaned up ourselves. And finally, we ended up in the library and im updating my blog...haha..this all happened because of the TROUBLESOME RAIN.....sigh.... = ="

TiReD dAY...

Today i feel very happy coz had just finished my quiz and this means that for this week i dun have any exam anymore except for next week. Meaning i no need sleep late liao lo and only need do my reports. Haiz..Utarian life is like that and that's why i "love" Utar so much. After the quiz test today, i straight away go home with Xiao Zhen and Sok Hwa. On the way back where we were inside the public bus, we talked crap a lot. After got home, like usual just took my bath and online lo while waiting for Xiao Zhen and Sok Hwa to come to my house coz they wan to use the internet at my house. I was very tired tat time coz last night slept at around 4am...After they reached, then they do their own assignment and talked, talked, talked non-stop. U know la girls are always like tat. Sienzz...after tat i can't tahan so just went to take a nap. Really dun care la although they saw me sleeping like a pig..extremely sleepy liao. When i waked up around 6.45pm, they still doing their work and i went to do my house chores lo. They finished at 8pm then after that we went to have dinner together. Tonight at least i wan to rest as much as I can so tat i can recover myself and get prepared for the coming hard days...

JeRoMe -----> YoU cAn MaKe It...

At this moment i just finish studied my cell biology for the quiz later. Suddenly recall back so many things when i was in PJ...in a blink of eyes, one year has passed. I still remember the moment i struggled the most during my last semester in foundation. And now i am here in my degree course of Biotechnology...life still need to be continued no matter how. For the moment, i can really see so many things that happened. People changed the most and this really opened my eyes and realized a lot of principles of life that everyone is undergoing. I know many of my friends keep saying tat i have changed to even a silent person and seldom mix around. I admit that but that's only true inside their heart coz they only evaluate me from the physical part. I'm most disappointed becoz even the friend that i have known for one year also said that i've changed by just listening to the words that come out from ppl mouth and seeing the outer part of me. I thought she understand me the most coz we have mixed a lot since last year. But all this really disappoint me. To be honest, i dun really care on wat ppl is commenting on me coz i'm the only one who understand myself the most. Maybe this is my attitude that makes me to be more quiet person. Sometimes i also feel sorry to myself coz behave such way to the people around me. This makes the people around me to have difficulty to approach me although i know some of them are sincere to make friend with me. I'm so selfish right...haiz...maybe i guess i need time to "heal" myself. The word "heal" that i mentioned has a lot of meanings to me in different perspectives. Maybe i'm the type who wants people approach me first before i can really be friendly to them..haiz... Jerome, i know u can make it....

Gary's Concert

Last Saturday (17 March 2007), I went to Sg Wang with Xiao Zhen, Sok Hwa and Yu Xuan to watch Gary's concert. This has been my 2nd time to his promo tour concert dy since last year when he released the album, 格格blue. Yeah...now here come his latest album called Superman. Damn..when we reached there, it was very packed and we had to find our own path and choose the strategic place to watch the concert. Hehe...actually we dun have any ticket to enter but guess wat...when we reached there, suddenly there was this kind man approached us and asked whether we have any ticket. After tat, he gave us 4 VIP tickets and straight away we went to enter the VIP place. From there, we can watched in a clearer view. It was damn high when he sang the songs from his latest album especially the song called 背扳. I like this song the most... :) ..i also bought his album and then we queued up to get his autograph. This was my 1st time see Cao Ge in close-up. I like him not really becoz of his personality but it's because of his real talent and great voice in whatever song that he sings. The picture tat i captured is not very clear..haizz....too bad...

Life is so lame....

For once again i complain about my life...why i never satisfy with the life im having now...izzit that i never do my best or im just too choosy? Haizz....anyway, i think life is so lame...Right now i am at cc chit-chatting with some friends....Today, all my housemates went back to their hometown for the one week holiday leaving me alone in the wide big house...haiz...wat im suppose to do...i feel bored and scared at the same time also...hehe...u know la..when alone always think about scary thing de...hehe...somemore some of my friends who live nearby also went back hometown liao...anyway...just simply drop some words on my blog to express out what am i feeling now...so dull and yet bored...feel like hanging out with friends and release stress...arghhh......hate it!!! Okla..gotta go dy...bye bye...

Happy Days during the Chinese New Year in Kuching....

singing k at the "Titanic Lounge" in Kuching (me, hui ying and pei wen)

Yeah...i'm Heineken supporter and that's my "cai lei wan"....drink beer is my enjoyment..

Si Ying's cute little hamster....

haha...we all were playing "heart attack" and screamed till no voice..that was my idea...lol

At Jaclyn's house (the one who wears white shirt behind)...all were from Greenian school...

i'm such a failure...

After so long...this time im back again to blog. Blog is like a place for me to voice out all my happiness and sadness. Two months had just passed and there are too many things that happened along the period. Right now my feeling is so dull and weak in soul. I've been feeling myself such a failure. Physically look strong but yet weak inside the heart. There are so many limitation inside me. Sometimes i really feel regret coming to kl for studying. Now only i understand the the phrase that my sis used to tell me. "At home, we all are you close friends but when u out there, u have to depend on ur friends"....i believe wat she had said is true. Right now...i realised that i have never found my own true friend. It's hard though...Although i got so many friends around, all are just taking u for granted...this is the true reality life of everyone in KL. I have just to accept it. I really feel disappointed with this life sometimes. I admit although sometimes im sad, i still smile with the people around me. I just want to hide that sad innocent feeling in my heart. Yet all this...i also feel myself really a true failure. Do u agree love is so hard to be explained? Have u ever encountered this situation...someone whom you like but that person don show any reaction on u and yet someone whom you never expect to like u suddenly try to initiate u?? I know is hard to accept a love in a short period..everyone needs time for that..but i really just wan the person that i like to only show some response and initiative too. If that person dun like, why dun they just tell me directly but instead when i asked, that person gave a lot of reasons. I believe that the right time hasn't come and it all depends to the faith....