..::WiThOut lOvE, wHaT iS LiFe aBoUt?::..

Sunday, December 17, 2006

Happy Holiday....

Lol...i suppose to leave kl today but it seems everything has turned upside down. This is because of all the mistake that had been done by the stupid Air Asia salesgirl. At first they told my sis that the flight is on Monday 7.25am but after bought the ticket and see the ticket slip, it stated Monday 7.25pm...so wat can...i have to cancel my that bus trip lo and at the same time i take the alternative to take ktm to JB...more comfortable i think..and even safer. So this afternoon i went to KL Sentral to buy the ticket..hehe...this time is confirm de liao that i'll be leaving kl tomorrow and my ktm will depart from KL Sentral at 8.30am. Hehe..so fun coz first time take the intercity ktm..last time only took the normal ktm..this is like my trip in exploring the journey....haha. Just finish packing my clothes just now...sigh...the ktm will only reach JB at around 2.30pm..that's mean i have to sit inside the ktm for 6 hours..damn goodness = =" today i didn't do anything..jus went out to buy ticket and then go home liao...hmm...wat will i do after i go back Kuching?? I think most of the time will just stay at home and only go out sometimes at night. At least i can drive when i'm in Kuching..hehe...miss the car....hmm...i think this will be my last blog dy before i come back to kl coz i wont be online when i'm in Kuching..ok la...happy holiday ya my friends...and take care alwayz.... :)

Happy Day....

Haha...so happy today but yet tiring...today i went out on afternoon to Pudu to buy bus express ticket to JB. So tired of taking Putra Lrt and then Star Lrt to there..so many ppl. After bought my ticket, i went to KLCC to meet my friend there. Lol...i reached there earlier so got to wait for my friend for about one hour. When reached there earlier, i went to Delifrance to take my brunch. Damn hungry...ordered a spaghetti sausages with olive oil and iced peach tea. Not so nice actually...but wat can do..very hungry so just ate la...hehe. Ate there while waiting for my friend lo..damn many ppl in KLCC today..many ppl went there shopping as if all the items are free de...haih...around 2.30pm then my friend reached liao. Then we directly went to the TGV cinema to buy ticket. We watched the "Haunted Apartment" movie from Korea. Wa...guess wat...we queued up for about 20 minutes ler. Damn many Malays went there watched movie..i guessed they all wanna watch the "Cicak Man" movie. = =" wat a lame and low standard malay movie from Malaysia. Hmm...the movie tat i watched really nice lo. Quite scary and many ppl in the cinema got shocked and frightened. To admit it...i also got frightened...but the ending was really sad coz only found out why the girl ghost wan to revenge...she has her own reason to do so..very sad on wat had happened to the girl ghost...u guys should watch...hehe...after finish watching the movie at around 7.30pm..then me and my friend went around and window-shopping. After tat, we went for dinner at Kimgary in Avenue K. Hehe...i ordered the chicken curry rice with Swiss cheese...wooo....very nice o and yet spicy. After dinner, the we went back for shopping coz i thought of buying something for my sis for her birthday. Guess wat i bought... :) i bought her a set of the new edition of perfume from Body Shop. They are having a promotion on set gift for Christmas..The set gift contains new edition perfume from Body Shop called Rose, body lotion, shower gel and cute aromatherapy candle. I chose this as her present coz it really match a working lady like my sis...hope she will like it lo..and not to forget..i also bought something for myself..hehe. I bought a texturing wax from Body Shop too..hmm..the wax really has a nice fragrance and it really adds shine after using it. Lol..the promoter guy in the Body Shop really funny...talked a lot and some more quite friendly. I was very "38" that i kept asking many things and even tried many of the products. After tat...me and my friend went back liao lo coz really tired liao. Even when buy lrt ticket have to wait in a long queue...fuh...tomorrow morning i have to start packing my luggage liao coz i have to depart from my house around 8pm coz i'll be taking the night bus at 11pm...maybe i treat this as my journey trip lo..wat can do...haha...okla...that's all for the blog today...bye bye...

Friday, December 15, 2006

Going back Kuching....

I'm going Kuching this Monday lo...i decided to go back since i got nothing to do after the exam. I rather choose to go back coz at least can see my family and take a rest at home. Haih..i need to depart from JB airport coz dun manage to get a ticket to depart from KL since all tickets are fully booked this week. Tat's means i got to take bus express to JB then go to the airport there. Lol..i never been to JB before. So, this is kinda a traveling journey to me before reach Kuching. Haha..Sad sad coz after go back there, cant online liao coz my internet at home has been canceled liao since i come to KL for study. Sorry ya friends coz suddenly tell u guys tat i'm going back Kuching. This also make me very rush coz my family last minute buy a ticket for me too. Going back there i can take a rest and forget all the past that i've been through in this Semester 3. I'm still nervous waiting for the foundation result to be released. I will keep praying though. Anyway, i will be coming back around end of Dec or early of Jan before start registering for the degree course. Hope can pass my foundation course lo then i can enter my degree liao. Okla...this is wat i wanna blog for today...bye bye...

Thursday, December 14, 2006

Finally!!!

Finally today i have finished my last exam which is Math2...life was difficult during the past few days coz had been doing Maths all the time to build up my skill and confidence. This morning my heart was beating damn fast...i was really nervous and got tense up. Never feel tat damn nervous before and somemore i was really feeling so pressure coz the Maths are the determinant for my future. However...all those finally have passed. Now is the holiday for me. I will keep praying so that i can pass the Maths and not to forget all the subjects so that i can enter degree in January. I slept at 4am yesterday..haiz...really feel like dying dy...my brain has overpowered my body now. I think i should go take a rest first...gtg...byezz....

Sunday, December 10, 2006

Reward??

Lol...just now my sis sms-ed me. I was listening to music that time. Then she told me how's my family is going on in Kuching to keep me up-to-date. Very funny coz my sis suddenly told me that my bro has finally accepted my adopt sis or my so-called "taekwondo best friend" as his gf. Haha..I cant imagine that my adopt sis actually fall in love with my bro. That's so miracle of both of them. I'm sure my adopt sis will be very happy and she can eventually fly up to the sky dy as my bro has accepted her finally. She has been waiting for my bro's decision whether can accept her as his gf or not after both of them have become a friend in a short period. My mind still laughing about this incident actually...hehe. Next time when i go back Kuching, i think i'm going to disturb both of them dy... Lol, besides that, i keep telling my sis about my worries in passing Maths. She just asked me to leave all the worries to God and just do my best in it. But the best part is that she eventually promise to give me rm100 for each of the Maths paper if I pass it. That's mean if i pass both Math1 and Math2, i will get rm200...haha. So happy coz at least it motivates me. (= =") But can i do it??? Arghhh....i really really wan to pass my Maths..damn it!! Now left 2 more days before i sit for my Math1 and yet i still blog here?? Cannot meh...i also need to rest though...okla..i gtg dy to practise my Maths. Byezz...

GRSS Life....


See the pictures above...haha...it was my class photo taken when i was in Form 4. Can u spot which one is me?? Hehe...just find the one with the static and nerd look and I'm sure u will spot it. Many ppl said my look compare to last time when i was in secondary school has changed a lot. Lol..that time i was very nerd...everyday carries a big heavy backpack to school like carrying a bag of rocks inside. My school name is Green Road Secondary School (GRSS)...one of the top ten school in Sarawak o...hehe..Sigh...that time i hate Physics and Add Maths coz it was quite tough for me...so i only scored well in Biology and Chemistry. This school really left a lot of memories to me with all the journeys that I had gone through along the studying period. Every morning, my dad will send me to school and most of the time will get stuck in the early morning jams. I still remember everytime before i got down from the car and entered the school, my dad will "give me 5" as a motivation for me to study hard. :( but since my dad has passed away in the September when i was in form 4, nobody did tat to me dy. When recall back the time, i can still remember clearly the sad days...it was really hard for me to accept it tat time. But as wat my mom told me, I should learn to be more mature and independent dy since my dad has passed away and just study hard to show that I never let him down. Sometimes when im sad, i will think of my dad and wish he is beside me to comfort me. So, when everytime i see my friends who always scold or disobey their parents, i will advise them not to do so and should appreciate every single time with them. I always wish that my next life's parents and siblings will be still the same. In my heart, i love them all forever...

Friday, December 08, 2006

Study, study, study.....

Just finish revising my Web Page Design...sigh..later have to go school dy for the exam. It suppose to be the last subject for this final exam if i do not need to re-sit for Maths..haizz..This few days i didn't blog coz was busy studying. Tried to put pressure on myself so that i can fully concentrate on my studies. I know this time i should not let go the chance coz the most important is to pass my Maths. After today, i shall get back to practise my Maths coz next week the real battle is going to begin. Haih..yesterday got gastric coz forget to eat whole day...wat the hack i was doing??? The time really passed very fast coz i studied since morning and didn't realize it has turned dawn. Suddenly my upset stomach started to annoy me and getting more pain and pain as I can feel like the intestine is constricting. Just took the pain killer and after that went to take a nap. Lol..after today at least i will feel happier coz i don need to bother anymore on the 3 subjects and can fully concentrate doing my Maths. = =" everyday just pray to God so that He can take away all my worries and give me the inner strength. Okla..gotta go and get prepare to school dy. Chaoz...

Monday, December 04, 2006

Final Exam!!!

Today i reached home at around 7pm..blame the Utar bus so slow. Today is my first paper in final exam. Hehe...i dun really know wat i wrote in my essay. All were rubbish i think. Haha..really have no idea on wat i was writing that time. So just simply wrote anything that come out from mind. Don really planned well for the essay. After the exam ended, i'm still worried about my Management Studies and Web Page Design coz dun really start revising for it yet. The thing that keep worrying my mind now is Maths. Haiz...i know I shouldn't complain anymore. Wat i should do now is practise hard for my Maths and make sure i pass this subject. Like usual, before i reached home, went to "da pao" for my dinner. Really tired today..It's ok..coz i believe every hardwork will give a good contribution in the future. I think i should study my Management subject now. Lol...why i still blogging here. Ok..jerome must work hard!! Yeah...

..::Through it all

Just finish revising my Management Studies at this moment. Sigh..still got few more chapters to go. While revising, i listened to the song "Through It All" by Hillsong. This song really gives me a lot of inspirations. It really touches my heart that God is always by my side. It boosts my inner strength that i shouldn't easily give up on something. The time now is 12.15am. Sigh..means that 8 hours and 45 minutes to go before my first final exam which is English for Communication. I never revise on this subject though..hehe. I ordered Mcdonalds for my dinner just now. Felt like eating Mcdonalds and lazy to go out eat so i just made an order. Hmm..today i just spent my whole day at home..watching tv, chatting in msn and browsed the web. Haiz....no mood studying in the afternoon coz felt very lazy. = =" I think i should go to sleep now coz have to wake up early in the morning. No matter how, i'll always pray to God so that He will lead me to his righteousness and I believe i can make it through....

Saturday, December 02, 2006

Rubbish talk...

This morning i overslept again. = =" suppose i wake at 9am but i only waked up at 10am...so i missed the 9.40am Utar bus. When i waked up, i received a sms from Rachel saying that the math class started dy liao. Damn...i quickly brushed my teeth, took shower and wore my clothes. Then i rushed down from my apartment and took a taxi to school. Lol..my eyes tat time like people who just wake up and seem blur de. When reached school, i just rushed to the class. Hmm...today i learnt something from the lecturer..not bad..hope i can gain the confidence to do my math2 since im quite confident with my math1 dy. Now everything is up to God decision whether He wants to let me pass or not. I hope during the exam i won't panic and able to do well. The class ended at 1pm. After that i just went out and take the Utar bus to go home. Today really just seem like a very normal day for me. There's a temptation in my heart asking me to go out to do something i like but i keep telling my heart not to think about all tat coz exam is coming. And i also told myself that i can do anything i want after the exam has finished. Haiz..but yet when thinking about the finishing of the exam, i still worried about the result. What I most scared is the maths result... :( really sad and worried. It really turns me down again. After reached home, i just went to the food stall nearby my apartment and "da pao" my lunch. Just like usual, after reached my house, home sweet home. Went to take a bath then online and watched metacafe funny video clips while eating my lunch. After that, i felt sleepy and went to take a nap. I slept at 4pm and waked up at 5.30pm. Wa...never realised the time really passed very fast. After wake up, I chat a while with my friends and then went out to "da pao" my dinner. Sigh..it's like tat de la coz no ppl accompany me eat dinner...have to "da pao" and eat alone. Today i also chat with Jia Ni, my friends who is also my ex-classmate when I was in secondary school. She taking the Biotech course in Utar and finished year 1 dy. See..ppl who same class with me last time already finished year 1 degree dy but i'm still floating here. Tat's the consequence after i made the wrong step last time. But i always remember the word: "Be happy with what u doing now as it is the road that the God is trying to lead you". So happy and touched after listening to the song "Reaching for You" by Hillsong... Jia Ni also told me that Zen Wui is coming to Utar in january for the Biomedical Science course. Wa...she just finished her stpm this year end and will enter Utar january intake course liao. Why she doesn't want to wait for local uni offer ler? Hmm..maybe she is making the early planning gua. Sigh...wat im typing here now is like a rubbish talk right. LOl..u guys can just ignore it if it really makes u guys feel bored and sleepy. Okla..i gotta go dy...cheerzz~~

Friday, December 01, 2006

Back to the time>>>



Sigh...3 days dy i didn't blog..was busy at school with my revision. I spent almost whole day in school everyday just to do revision and attend the math class. Just now i was thinking back about the past when i was in Shah Alam. I can say that it was one if the hardest day i ever had during that moment. However, it really left a lot of sweet memories too. I always keep thinking back on what i usually everyday when i was in Shah Alam that time. Usually every morning i will have class. Every morning when i waked up, i will looked out from the veranda of my apartment and stared at the morning sky. The mild wind of the early morning temperature that blew in through the veranda really refreshed me. Like usual, i will make myself a cup of coffee. After getting ready to school, i will miss call my 2 coursemates who are Sabahan. We lived at the same apartment but different block. Then we will meet at the canteen of the apartment and walked to university together. They are my very close coursemates coz we used to go school together and talked craps a lot. The picture above is my housemates. Im the youngest among them. Hehe...they are all in their degree course. They take Bioinformatic, Food Science, International Business and Management Studies while I took Medical Lab Technology that time. Hmm..my housemates all were very friendly de and sometimes all the girls like to talk craps and make fun of me. Haizz...pity me coz always bluffed by them. Lol..sometimes i also don dare to disturb the girls especially when they were in bad mood. I can see from their look when their mood were not good. Haha..studying at there tat time was quite relaxing coz the lecturers dun really gave us many pressure such as giving us assignments or lab experimental test. I can say that most the lecturers were not bad and they only lack the skill of expressing their knowledge to the students. They were the lecturers from UKM, USM, UPM and etc..And 99% of the lecturers are malays. HAiz...Hate it man!! coz the malays lecturers sure will give very good mark to the malays students. That's really disappointing me tat time. The malays students were lazy studying and yet they always got the highest mark in their coursework mark. Haizz..anyway, luckily i didnt study in tat uni dy. Hehe..that's all were my student life when i was in Shah Alam..it was fun but yet suffering and frustrating sometimes. Lol..life is like tat right...One more thing...i realised that i never really care about my outlook last time..Hmm...will i change my current look to the last time look? Hehe..i don think so. I feel more comfortable for who i am now. LOl.... :)